recently met a man through one of the dating sites. My first online date ever, I might add. I was very stressed. About half year ago I ended my 9 years old relationship with a guy who once was my love, and recently we had almost no sex life together at all.
He looked at me, he actually looked into my eyes. I made it clear I am not ready for any relationship now and he was positive about it.
I had a friend visiting me few weeks ago and she recommended casual dating to me. I never tried it, and I've never had any experience with dating sites or apps. It took me two days to find a guy who appeared very attractive to me. His name was Michael, which I found incredibly annoying the moment I found out (somehow we never said our names online!), as it's also my ex's name. But the guy did not look like my Mike at all. He looked at me, he actually looked into my eyes. I made it clear I am not ready for any relationship now and he was positive about it. We had sex the very first night, and met four more times since. I found it awesome, because it kinda seems like we're just friends - we have so many interests in common - but then with amazing benefits.
What I’ve learned with this date
I am only open for (online) dating now. I met two other guys in the meantime, but only ended up in bed with one of them. In the end, there is a whole new world in front of me and it's full of really handsome single guys. At least here in NYC! Xx